concentrating on the sidewalks rushing beneath my feet
i watched as the static doused my reality with turpentine
-as if the clouds suddenly burst into fragrant fumes of loss
stinging each desperate breath, i swallowed hard,
hoping that the bitterness would devour any pain
releasing all regrets of what could have been
anchoring myself to the depths of the forgotten abyss
ceasing all chance at happiness and hopes of ahead
i found the roses carved between the cracks
[oh how the crimson branded tired grey eyes]
standing in between the sidewalks
i sunk into the sea of the hardest truths
tugging for the pavement – seemingly too tall to grasp
i melted within the waves of the crimson sea
and each soured drop of truth blanketed my simple soul,
diverting the sidewalk into freedom
i cannot laugh, for clocks have not yet faded
nor can i bathe in the unknown,
in fear of unmarked pages wearing thin;
instead i ponder crimson roses
finding beauty in their thorns
basking in the truth of roses
“It is far better to grasp the universe as it really is than to persist in delusion, however satisfying and reassuring.” – Dr. Carl Sagan